Thursday, July 5, 2012

disgusting.

I am disgusting. Absolutely piggishly freakishly disgusting in every way known to man kind. Truly. I have been eating non stop since Sunday. I am too scared to weigh myself. Fucking terrified. I have nothing to add to this, except today I realised that this has to change. So I am on a diet of banana and tea. I am going to have one banana for dinner later. And it's it for the day. I'm sorry to let everyone down. I've been really busy with work on top of having to get this website going. And then the smoking as well... munchies. You know how it goes. On the plus side, I've washed dishes today and it is my mission to keep the sink empty, except for tea cups. No trace of made food. I also took out the trash and maybe i'll do some laundry, but I doubt it. Lol, i've also been watching a lot of trashy teen sorority type movies. Fuck. It's kinda sad, but on the plus side, it is generally quite good thinspo. I need to get a new phone as well and I am totally stuck on deciding between an iphone or another blackberry... decisions, decisions.

Tea & Love
Xo Xo

6 comments:

Stephanie Ray-leigh said...

Ick, been there. Just stay focused and work through that damn bingeing!
You can do it(:

Cryotaneko said...

Same, I can't stop eating. Anyways, get an Android :D I recommend the Captivate Glide or whatever it may be called for you lol <3 I love my phone!

Stevie Milligan said...

Binging can be the worst. It makes me feel sick inside & out. I don't understand why I do it to myself while knowing the after math of it all?

Do something positive. Be happy. And I too recommend the android ;)

~Stevie

Miranda said...

i phone!!! Well, clean yourself out and then get back on track. You'll be fine.

Anna said...

Supporting Android, it`s great)

Little Miss Thin ♥ said...

iPhone! I'm in love with mine <3 I've spent all day watching thinspiring videos on Youtube of old diet documentaries. The sad thing is I remember when they were all first aired too! xx